I am so fucking irritated. With everything. I am tired of all this fucking bullshit. I am bracing myself for this weekend. It could either be really fucking awesome, or it could be horrible. Either way, I plan on being way to drunk to even remotely care. Despite all of my annoyances I am willing to suck up my pride about all of the things that really bother me about everyone.
I really can't believe it has come to this. I am really truly disappointed. The outcome totally blind-sided me. I had totally different expectations. And along with my disappointment is a lot of freaking anger. I mean REALLY?! This is how its going to be here on in? It better fucking not be. Not if I have my say in anything. I can only allow so much of a grace period. Then I'm really going to snap.
I can't sleep without dreaming something fucked up. And waking up in the middle of the night. I need to get some legit rest if I'm going to make it through the rest of the week.
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