What in the fuck was I thinking? It's been days. It's been weeks. It's been MONTHS. how many people am I will to destroy before I get there? what is wrong with me. I put on a front, but I'm really not at all who you think I am.
"quit fooling yourself like that, I think you're a lot stronger than you think you are"
"you can trust me, I know it's hard for you but I'm just saying that you can"
"you cannot be replaced. If in fact, they were real they would only amount to a mirage of all that is good and yet to come. I would never be happy"
HAHAHA. what a fucking lie. why does it still bother me? I really shouldn't give a fuck anymore.
Yet for some sick reason, that is beyond me, I do. I really do.
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