3.18.2009

wait, they don't love you like I love you.


I just am bursting. Out of my own skin. I am frustrated, aggravated. I just want to let it go. I'm scared to know what I'll be left with if I do. I need school done. Three weeks until exams never sounded so wonderful. I am scared for everything around me. I don't even know how to talk about how I feel. My thoughts are fragments. Incomplete. I need something, someone, to keep me grounded. I have laid out everything only to have to pick up my own pieces from the floor. I want to be comfortable. I want change. But not actually, I want to change back into what was. I really am just ready for the weekend. I want to sleep for eternity.

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