wrong.

I'm trying really hard. I swear I am. I'm trying to put all this restlessness into legit work. I need to do something, but I can't focus on anything. I'm pretty pissed at myself still. I can't believe how idiotically I have been behaving lately. I keep replaying the scenario over and over in my head and nothing seems to make sense. I am still shaking with hurt. And no one to blame but me. I know. I don't know how I let it get this far. I don't know why I took it to this level. I thought I knew what I wanted. Apparently I was wrong. I am wrong about everything.