knowing and unknowing.

I wish you could unknow things. But once you know most things, that's it. It will eat away at you until you make a decision about it or do something about it. I have always wanted to do what's best for people. How do you pick between the lesser of two evils? I'm so frustrated that you would put this all on me. The way that everything always is. I should probably learn to stand up for myself and say no to people. But I just can't bring myself to do that. And now this is what it's led to.