your most obvious weakness.

Is this really what you wanted? If you look back at when you made your decisions, were you sure? I wish it was so simple. That there was some sort of undo button. That if you make a mistake, you could just undo it. I know your mind frame has shifted and I'd prefer for it to shift back. But I don't think that it can now. No matter how hard I try. And I guess the best thing for me to do is to let go and stop trying at all.